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Sharron Singleton
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Toni Hanner
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David Sloan
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Olivia Cole
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Marc Pietrzykowski
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Donna Levine Gershon
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Eva Heisler
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Linda Sonia Miller
The Kingdom

Nicklaus Wenzel
Skagit River

Holly Cian
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Daniel Sinderson
Three Poems

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Michael Fleming
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Daniel Sinderson

Despite Horrifying Sadness, the Birth of the World Again and Again

for A and Alain Badiou


Three days after the world failed to end

the sun soaks in.


We joke about our lives

as an echo—the bottom coil

of a slinky dropped from our window

by hands and smiles that are also ours.

Later, I’ll remember the faint click


of rosaries. The sun will continue

to shine, birds will trill and coo,

and something like God will flash

and disintegrate and all will be

as the wind chimes tell it:


soft, bright clashes. Feeling what is far away,

by proxy, no invasion was necessary. Though


we are crushed and growing

despite the weight. A river runs nearby.

The trees and bulbs bloom,

again and again,

as we walk past


and out of the scene

with an exchange of letters,

sly kisses,

we pretend to understand

are necessary.


How lovely to know

such things can be carved


from our hands. Each touch leaving

a new map. Every blood-pure desire

another direction the mind takes

to see the world

breathe—


and there you are

and there the sun

and every lovely thing

choked down

one spin at a time.



Y(t) = A*sin(wt + φ)

That sounds wonderful,

to break


in this clean division so many speak

so fondly of.


Our trend lines in homeostasis.

No longer crushed, just balanced, into splinters. Naturalized beyond help


like a physics equation or baby grand piano with our fingers’ blood not yet dry

on the keys. And the more I think of Zeno


the more I move

from horror to parody.


I love you—

loving me loving you loving another


epiphany that breaks my throat into grace. Feeling exhumed

then crushed by this expanse we exist in


it should not be so easy to be

happy with the sunset.


Both Renascence and the morning after.

Like trying to explain thinking of you thinking of you thinking of your cat thinking,


I stare at the couch attaching words to an emptiness.

How many times did I not understand


when you said good morning?

How many times


did our footprints fill in

with snow until it looked like the world


erased us?

Of course, we keep


moving, stamping new prints

until, behind us, holier


and holier, the page

disintegrates.



Like the Ganges, Our Mouths

She broke in with the spring rain.

The whispers in thousands of erupting drops—


loud, then hushed, then another

unremembered voice for the world.


Now it’s just her and the glittering

sun beam rebar smashing in


from our windows. We live in color.

We talk over crocus


and kiss goodbye with an orange

in my fist. Even our shouting


is hushed with pink blossoms.

Silly, this indifferent storm and then our silence


again—like stepping with red robes into

the Ganges and filth


only to rise with eyes leaking out the sight’s

ecstatic rupturing and singing praises with howls


and arms akimbo—our words

tossed into air and told to fly.


          •


But the weight grows,

our baptisms continue,


our bodies drink from the world

until we have no choice but


to hurt. Look at the feet, the legs,

our fingers—look at the stones. Watch


the blossoms sift and pile around us

like a statue of the Buddha


in one of Issa’s poems—the air cool

after the children’s games have ended,


as the Earth’s cold shoulder

to the sun begins,


and the curious songbirds

have left—like our own desire to move—


this terrible, small hope.


Daniel Sinderson is a gas station attendant living in Portland, OR, with his partner and cat. He received his BA in Anthropology last year and will shortly be traveling to Sardinia to study the Bronze Age Nuragic culture. His poems have appeared in The Dirty Napkin, Metazen, and Rufous City Review. He received the Kay Snow Award for Poetry in 2009.

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