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Cover Florian Klauer
Meli Broderick Eaton
Three Mississippi
& other poems
Andrea Reisenauer
What quiet ache do you wear?
& other poems
Alex Wasalinko
Two Dreams of Vegas
& other poems
AJ Powell
The Grammar Between Us
& other poems
Emma Flattery
Our Shared Jungle, Mr. Conrad
& other poems
Nathaniel Cairney
The Desert Cometh
& other poems
Sarah W. Bartlett
Unexpected
& other poems
Abigail F. Taylor
Jaybird by the Fence
& other poems
Brandon Hansen
Bradley
& other poems
Andy Kerstetter
The Inferno Lessons
& other poems
Michael Fleming
Space Walk
& other poems
Richard Cole
Perfect Corporations
& other poems
Susan Bouchard
Circus Performers
& other poems
Edward Garvey
Nine Songs of Love
& other poems
Mehrnaz Sokhansanj
Sea of Detachment
& other poems
Jeffrey Haskey-Valerius
Aftershock
& other poems
Claudia Skutar
Homage II
& other poems
Donna French McArdle
Knitting Sample
& other poems
Megan Skelly
Puzzle Box Ghazal
& other poems
Tess Cooper
Charged
& other poems
Greg Tuleja
Auschwitz
& other poems
Catherine R. Cryan
Raven
& other poems
So many thousands of miles they have come
in a last great adventure of returning,
a miracle of navigation to find their home
and there to gather, darting and churning
beneath the one white-blue river where
as dainty fingerlings, they had descended
toward the waiting sea, tiny innocents who dared
to face a hostile world, they could not have comprehended
such grand dimensions, such a vast distance,
or this majestic assemblage, the invincible urge
to bring forth Life and Death, the first hesitant advance
upstream, and then a sudden, mindless surge,
a wave of twenty-pounders, packed flank to flank,
filling the river with pink and gold, a solid mass of fish.
And might we tiptoe on their backs from bank to bank
to dream a dream or make a wish?
Prowling along the rushing shore the bears
splash in swirling eddies, an ancient resolve, wild and deep,
they know to watch and wait for this urgent feast, aware
that soon the Arctic night must fall, and they will sleep.
A gravid female is plucked from foam and spray,
ripped apart in a brief, ruinous moment, the egg-sac devoured,
the bloody carcass flicked aside in a casual, careless display,
and three orange specks, shining, splattered on the black, black fur.
What is it that causes such glorious despair
for one unlucky creature that died so close to her destination?
Not that one, but that all had come to die, an infinite purpose shared,
and we are stunned and staggered, and without consolation.
I tossed a silver pebble toward the sky,
as if to find an exotic answer
to a plain question, how do eagles fly
with such indifference, never stopping where
we might intercept them with our dialogues,
our breathless insights into pitched updrafts
and orographic vectors, waves of fog
that rise and swirl, the sallow, sneering laugh
that shatters our highest expectations
and confounds this meagre understanding
of flight’s blue miracles, these orations,
these vibrant heart-songs that ease the handing
over of the stone, lightly caught with firm
surety, flung back to Earth, safely returned.
On the high slope that dips down toward the river
they are congregated, a thick stand of oaks,
humming their plangent oak-songs
in the still, mid-morning air of late summer.
Low on a damp swale the Salix twins
are drooping, shedding their willowy tears,
a probable overreaction to some
unintended slight from the others.
Above them, a row of rusty hemlocks,
their thousands, or millions, of tiny needles
precisely, miraculously matched in form
and color, dark green on top, striped blue below.
And in the steep glade, a single sassafras,
her mitten-leaves, and palmate and tri-lobed,
tinged with a faint September yellow,
an extravagant multiplicity of leaf-shapes
that once produced the pride of uniqueness
but now, in this bright season of waning,
a crisis of identity brings forth
the eternal tree-question, “Who am I?”
Distracted by these contemplations
she muses and frets, an oak leaf is an oak leaf
a poplar a poplar, and had three been one,
might I have found relief from such vexing ambivalence?
When the trains came in the Jews shuffled down,
sometimes in an orange light from the moon,
sometimes in squalls of snow, wind-swept and blown
across their hollow faces, as they swooned
and faltered, gliding gently toward the showers,
where we dropped in the thin spheres of cyanide,
with no recourse for debate, no power
to oppose, no place to turn or to hide.
I spent Sundays at home in Sienna Street
with Liesl and Katarina, who played
in the park and at the high stalls bought treats
of cherries, chocolate, and lemonade.
I didn’t sleep, they never knew, without dreaming
of black smoke rising through the air, and screaming.
One quite wonderful thing we learned today
was that Putin smiled on the telephone
when our exalted leader called, just to say
hello, and do you think we could use drones
in North Korea (or Belgium), or some
other country of your choosing, now that
this collusion thing has been excised from
the news. And by the way, F*** those Democrats!
He is the smartest, he has the best brain,
we know that, but a smile over the phone,
that’s extrasensory, like Houdini’s claim,
while strolling idly among the gravestones,
to have communicated with the Dead.
It just shows the high sphere where he operates
with such pure genius, taking on the Fed,
the long lines on Everest, NATO, tax rates,
he can solve any problem, great or small,
and with the shrewdest of Cabinet picks,
he’ll figure it all out—tariffs, the Wall,
infrastructure, things only he can fix.
I do admit to some mild reservations.
The Access Hollywood tape, for one thing,
the endless torrent of prevarication,
the blatant mendacities, (the lying).
And yes, his crude, childish inclination
toward ridicule, a hateful way of thinking.
But for his vain, boorish ideations
he’s earned a pass. After all, he’s our King.
Greg Tuleja was born in New Jersey and received degrees in biology and music from Rutgers University. He has worked as a professional musician, piano technician, and flute teacher. Greg lives in Southampton, Massachusetts with his wife, Frances, and is currently the Academic Dean at the Williston Northampton School in Easthampton, where he has taught English and music, and for 35 years coached the girls’ cross country team. His poems and short stories have appeared in various literary journals and magazines, including the Maryland Review, Lonely Planet Press, Romantics Quarterly, Thema, and The Society of Classical Poets.