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Joanne Monte
Departure
& other poems
Holly York
Still When I Reach for the Leash
& other poems
Anne Marie Wells
Catholicism Still Lingers in a Concrete Poem
& other poems
D.T. Christensen
Coded Language
& other poems
Laura Faith
Ungodly
& other poems
Abigail F. Taylor
Winter in Choctaw
& other poems
Natalie LaFrance-Slack
Peace
& other poems
Nicole Sellino
iii. moving, an interruption
& other poems
Gilaine Fiezmont
In Memoriam / Day of the Dead
& other poems
Sheri Flowers Anderson
On Being A Widow
& other poems
RJ Gryder
Felling
& other poems
William S. Barnes
to hatch
& other poems
Suzannah Van Gelder
Idolatry
& other poems
Sam Bible-Sullivan
The Dying Worker’s Soliloquy
& other poems
Hills Snyder
Eclipse (July 4, 2020)
& other poems
Lauren Fulton
Birth Marks
& other poems
David Sloan
Prostrate
& other poems
Nancy Kangas
Dry Dock Cranes of Brooklyn Navy Yard
& other poems
Noreen Graf
In Attendance
& other poems
Jim Bohen
Nothing Tea
& other poems
Thomas Baranski
Let us name him dread and look forward
& other poems
resin elbows on the arm rest
the king of cowboy chords on the radio
we’ve just been out on 60 West with
two tuna sandwiches and three beers
at a concrete roadside table
painted turquoise, what
fifty years ago?
its chipped and brindled surface
a map of some place that is trying to exist
pine sap lesions under
twisted cedars and a towering lament.
a thousand points of litter
scattered by previous pilgrims
we sit among them
wishing for large plastic bags.
monumental clouds
cumuli suggestions of hope
outline a fleeting dignity.
a straining Garryowen shatters love of country
before hanging on Lincoln’s lip
a footling stogey of disrespect.
no one sees it fall.
a granite façade runs with tears
in each a grain of salt suspended
as the head of state claims rain.
we open the third beer
love of country is back and pulls in
unloading a family setting up picnic.
in the twinkling of an eye
that phrase like a faded label
on the discarded soup can at my feet.
don’t know if it’s cream of mushroom
or potato.
the words are torn and partially obscured
as am I.
It was the year love broke everyone
we were there
dancing under that unmeasured arc
corrosive rain dripping round the edges
a perimeter we dared not expose
it was safety of a sort.
On all fours we dreamt dizzy fishtails
guzzled in mud
we zigged
zagging was next
but we did not know that.
We would later lay down
next to owners of toaster ovens
with enough gumption and schlock
to scorch a circle of dry land.
There was just room enough for shattering finery
finery from a world that made and made and made
itself in the image of some Darwinian malt shoppe
heavy crème
delight oozing from pale lips
thick white dollops
that dripped and dripped and dripped
defining the ninth illusion we were always hearing about.
Some clownish heel-clicking slug
with a grin we could have wiped the pasture with
introduced itself with handshakes and teeth.
Then, someone said, Hey
where’d you get that parasol you thieving
dumpster fire mailman.
We were surprised to find it was you
smiling like a butler fresh from some cliché.
While it is true you provided some kind of distraction
we could not help running for it
stripping off our static garments as we went
bumping into the world.
a friend calls to offer Spurs tickets
I decline
been waiting for this night of doing nothing
yesterday was a long road trip
preceded by days
and labors
Jackson Bailey tugs at the leash
little plastic San Antonio Water System flags line a driveway
some blue some green
as if for Lilliputian armies
in the distance an ice cream truck
plays Frosty the Snowman
followed by Love Is Blue
Jackson Bailey tugs at the leash
in an alley a baseball with a busted seam
is near a water meter
that three weeks ago was draped with a Mickey Mouse towel
it was there for two days
but when I went back to photograph it on the third
the opportunity had passed
Jackson Bailey tugs at the leash
the large cottonwood two streets over
or at least what’s left of it
offers that leaf rattle that always brings me peace
in an hour we are home
while we were gone
seventeen cars were stolen in Albuquerque, New Mexico
the round and shiny knob you grip
getting to that other room
reflecting all behind you in miniature
as in a hand-size mirror
as you open the door
the knob and image swing away
you step in
to a world hung with drapes of heavy conjecture
quaint and threatening doilies
are strategically placed on every surface
a claw torn blanket
a flash of red obscured by your hand
a frayed edge
didn’t your grandmother tend toward violence?
I don’t know said the wolf
horizon from east of east to west of west
in the black curve of his eye
lashes radial like a child’s drawing of the sun
a stranger says
it’s cold as fuck out there
and then, another
yeah, thought I’d better stop in for a warm up cold beer.
warm up the insides
and the stranger
anti-freeze
John Wayne is cardboard thin
stapled to the paneling
the shadows of his legs like skis to nowhere
the stranger buys me a sacrificial bottle
next to the duke the prow of a bighorn sheep
emerges from the wall
a taxidermy specter
his right front hoof on pointe
the left a suspended counterpoise
he will dance his way round a low shelf
topping a plywood frieze burnt with cattle brands
border round an empty stage
rocking R, bar H
such is his frozen joy
or at least his furtive, golden glance
suggests this may be.
the stranger, now less so, supplies more sacrifice
glass clinks a momentary alignment
the front door of the bar swings open
spilling brazen white sky framing Santa
he is seated in a lamp laden jeep
at the gas station across the road
Christmas bulb definition, headlights, grill, the works
They won first prize!
a sudden blonde appears in the doorway
she wants a set up for four
the stranger glances her way as a third sacrifice
spills on the floor
Santa says, who needs Ethan Edwards?
the puddle gathers light
Writer, artist and musician Hills Snyder lives in Magdalena, New Mexico, where he runs an art gallery/house concert/performance venue, kind of a small array. His writing has been published in Glasstire, Art Matters, Artcore, …might be good, Dreamworks, the San Antonio Current and Southwest Contemporary. Residencies include the Ucross Foundation, Banff Centre for Arts, Fountainhead, and the Artpace International Artist-in-Residence Program. Photo credit: Ramin Samandari.